Bill,
I understand exactly how you feel. My sweet spouse went to be with the lord, at the age of 41, on May 25, 2005. That's why you guy's haven't seen me on here. Since her passing, the 77 Bobcat, that WE were restoring together, has set untouched. That was OUR project, and I just can't bear the memories. I agree with Allen above though. Jesus will see, nay carry, you through this!! Just as he has, and still is, carrying me. Just live in the truth that you WILL see her again someday, as do I.
Prayers sent up,
Bill in WV